The past, the present and the future....

sometimes it seems like the past the present and the future all start to blur. I wish to leave my past in the past, but shaytan has his own plan and keeps dragging it back up. I seek refuge in Allah from the accursed shaytan.

the world is small, and oh how i wish it were bigger. anyway i think the best thing is to try and not dwell on these things. Onwards and upwards inshAllah ta'ala.

Ramadan is here subhanAllah. I can feel it in the air, things feel different, the shayateen are being locked up! the joy this brings me, the joy that i feel and graitude to Allah for allowing me to reach this blessed month, how many people last eid took it for granted that they would be here for this one, and are actually in that place, in barzak, in the dark and alone. Oh Allah please have mercy upon their souls, Ya Allah please have mercy upon my dada and dadi, widen their graves and fill it with noor Ya Rahman ya Rabby!

I was listening to a talk by Anwar Aw Laki may Allah bless him in this life and the next. He was saying that we are now in a time that is most close in reseblance to the time of the prophet saw, as we have reached the lowest period, the whole world seems to be waging war on Islam but this also means we are close to victory inshAllah. This means that we have parts to play, big parts coming up for us. we need to be ready, are we ready? its so easy to get down by the state of the world now, but it's in the bad times that Allah gives us a great gift. We are given the opportunity to really show Allah that we believe, that no matter how tested we are we will not turn away from our faith. This is the time when we can DO!

Oh my Lord do not let me be on the sidelines of what ever it is that comes, Oh Allah let me be among those that aid the muslims into victory. Ameen