Saturday, 31 May 2008

to blog or not to blog????

so like u kaify i have laso been very neglectful of my blogm but i now feel inspired by urs and zzzeee's posts!
in 3 weeks i finish the PGCE, i feel sick i havnt even sat my QTS tests. oh btw i feel sick coz its still so stressful not coz im gonna be finsihed. i cant wait to finish wooooop!!!
so the best thign thats happened since i last blogged is my future husband inshAllah. Just a quick gush i promise, hes wonderful and lovely and not afraid to ge tof his aisen ass and go somewhere for the skae of his deen Alhamdulillah.
Yup i did it, I found the impossible and it ws only possible because of the One who faces no impossibilities! Hes bengali, practicing, educated, and wants to travel!!!! He's also lovely did i mention that???? well he is. Anyway im gonna stop before u all puke!
The other reaosn i guess i havnt been blogging is coz of facebook.
SO - dilemna, well actually i have a few which i thought i should share. Well coz nothings been decided upon my marriage stuff i dont knwo where im gonna b next yr! becuase of that i cnt apply for jobs, which mena sim joblesss, how sad is that?
Also im skint, i need to wokr this summe,r but it feels so sad to b a qualified teacher and wrk in a call centre! But hwere else cna i get a job for the summer. yous think having a dad who wons all these restaurants means id never have 2 worry about work, but i do! Women dnt work in the indian restaurant, plus obviously alcohol issues!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
man im suppose to be planning!! aaaaaaaaghhhhhhhhhhh 30 kids, oh my days 30 of the brattiest childrne known to man kind r all gonna b waiting for me on monday and i ahvnt planned their lessons. They gonna eat me alive!
serious i wudn put it past these childrne to do that.
the whole school is like a zoo!

oh i nearly forgot to tell u that im in pain!! PAIN!!!my wisdom tooth got infected and its the most terrible pain in the world!!
its awful and the natibiotics i got taste rank! they r so disgusting and they not coated by the lvoely invention PLASTIC!and this morning i ws sick coz of all the tablets me body is taking in!yuck!

ohhhhhhhhh and i miss all my uni friends :( kaifa hope u throwin that party soon! wana catch up wid every1. z ur coming to england soon ryt??
lets all get together serious!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow wot a long re-intorduction to the world of blogging.

1 comment:

PrincessMeMe said...

horrible feeling being in limbo- not knowing wha willbe happening in the near future.

Glad you stopped before i puked at your blog. InshaAllah he's as Nice and Lovely as you say.

Me and Misba only have one week left here cos i've finished and so has she!!