asalaam my dear sisters in Islam,
o.k so here goes the whinging session!! te whole 3 years i was in manchetser all i could think about was coming home, the bliss that would be ebing home!
oh my gosh living home is sooooooo hard, im so used ot having my own freedom these people r driving me insane. i feel like theres a constant battle between me practicing my deen and pleasing my family. i work fullk time stupid shifts likee 11-7 so all the things i have to do have to be done after i finsh work. so basically im out the house alot! but when im out im at a study circle or planning for a study circle or holding one, or having a tajweed class or sitting wiht my friends very respectably in thier houses, so why do people have a problem??
my family think im gonna turn in to an extremist and go detonating things!as if???? when people say that to me it makes my blood boil, as if i would ever be like that? they my family do they not know me?
i dont know...........ut on the flip side is that i do have all these islamic things happening in my life, Allah has truly blessed me with so many amazing opportunities, and also if i really think about it my family are a blessing aswel, the fact that i have to struggle for my deen only increases my love for it.
i guesss theres alot to ponder over..........................
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Me again commenting on your blog! (Zahra)
I gotta say sis i have been praying for your family and for you. You know Allah swt does not test us with things that we cant handle. And as you said the more you struggle for the deen the more you love it mashaAllah. You have a very strong iman in my pint of view and may Allah always guide you to what is right and may he bless you and your family with Jennatul-Firdous... Ameen
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