at some point i will write aboutn hapier things. you know what i feel so stressed right now i cant even write, subhanAllah! i just want some one to shoot tranquelizers in to my butt or sumit! so that i may sleep for a few days, or wes or months, until my lide can settle!im neihter here nor there, i want i crave i need stability, certainty and assurance!!!!!
signed
desperate muslimah
Tuesday, 29 May 2007
Monday, 21 May 2007
Remembrance and Prayer by Al Ghazali
'Allah revealed to His creation an ordered way of life, they chose for themselves chaos instead. Allah commanded and prohibited not for His benefit, but rather in the interest of mankind. Yet people have ignored their obligation, forgotten their Lord, and legislated for themselves. All to what end, if not to saddle themselves with hunger and fear?'
thought this was really insihgtful, and a good way to explain to non Muslims when they ask 'why does God allow bad things ot happen' or for when Muslim ask 'why there are so many rules in Islam'
May we all benefit from such knowledge, and May Allah bless Al-ghazali and elevate his position in jannah.
thought this was really insihgtful, and a good way to explain to non Muslims when they ask 'why does God allow bad things ot happen' or for when Muslim ask 'why there are so many rules in Islam'
May we all benefit from such knowledge, and May Allah bless Al-ghazali and elevate his position in jannah.
my exams are NOT finished!
oh my gosh my exams are so not finished, but im acting as if they are somebody shoot me!!!
after my rediculously hard arabic exam i went home for the weekend as i had nto seen the rents in like 6 weeks!
it was lovely my parents were so happy to see me, my dad just stared at me with a big grin for like 10 seconds beofre he hugged me, and my mum was beaming that her daughter had completed a degree, i had to gently remind her that it wasnt quite over!bless!!!
but my baby is still in New York so home was not as fun as normal, im missing her like crazy and she's getting bossier and louder by the day!she's gonna be such a handful when she gets home and i cant wait, naughty baby's are so much more fun than good ones!but my sister has given everyone strict instruction not to leave the baby with me coz i'll spoil her further. they so mean they gonna be strict wiht her when she comes back, dont they know that she's THE baby and she can have and do what ever she wants!shes not used to being told off oh my heart hurts at the thought of it!i love you leesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think im gonna cry!
back in smelly manchester, actually secretly i think i love it, i was homesick for manchester when i was home in non smelly newcastle!i missed ayesha and zohra and misba, oh my soul buddies, i did not miss my flat coz that just really smells, but uni life here has taught me so much and made laugh so much, but apparenlty laughing destroys your souls, spiritually speaking, i will be so sad if thats true, laughing and generally over reacting is what i am!!
anyway this is getting to long, im really supposed to be studying i have to at least pretend to study!
mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
after my rediculously hard arabic exam i went home for the weekend as i had nto seen the rents in like 6 weeks!
it was lovely my parents were so happy to see me, my dad just stared at me with a big grin for like 10 seconds beofre he hugged me, and my mum was beaming that her daughter had completed a degree, i had to gently remind her that it wasnt quite over!bless!!!
but my baby is still in New York so home was not as fun as normal, im missing her like crazy and she's getting bossier and louder by the day!she's gonna be such a handful when she gets home and i cant wait, naughty baby's are so much more fun than good ones!but my sister has given everyone strict instruction not to leave the baby with me coz i'll spoil her further. they so mean they gonna be strict wiht her when she comes back, dont they know that she's THE baby and she can have and do what ever she wants!shes not used to being told off oh my heart hurts at the thought of it!i love you leesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think im gonna cry!
back in smelly manchester, actually secretly i think i love it, i was homesick for manchester when i was home in non smelly newcastle!i missed ayesha and zohra and misba, oh my soul buddies, i did not miss my flat coz that just really smells, but uni life here has taught me so much and made laugh so much, but apparenlty laughing destroys your souls, spiritually speaking, i will be so sad if thats true, laughing and generally over reacting is what i am!!
anyway this is getting to long, im really supposed to be studying i have to at least pretend to study!
mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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